dont say it

I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of feeling when these feelings are dying
I'm tired of reeling from these dealings denying
That I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of you
I'm tired of these knots I can never undo
I'm tired of seeing
I'm tired of thinking there's a thing worth believing
I'm tired of sinking when this world gets deceiving
I can feel it in my being
The mindless drama that lies in wait
Speeding toward my fate
The universe spiraling out of control
This news that first must reach out, stealing my soul
It never gets old
And I'm tired
I'm in the emptiest place
A space
Where the ghosts of past interlace
Dance in the darkness of my mind