moving on

There's nothing I can do without
But this
Even though its absence leaves emptiness
In confusion I wonder
If these feelings drag me under
Does it matter I've stopped caring
Or that something
Is amiss

It took awhile to forget
Your smile
Even though its absence is what I'll miss
In confusion I'm torn asunder
That these feelings were a blunder
Does it matter its not worth sharing
Leaving one thing
In denial

I'll never ask again
I'm done
Even though your absence is far from bliss
In confusion these days are numbered
Like these feelings I've encumbered
Does it matter how I'm faring?
Or that this nothings
Come undone